Well here we go again.

Douchebag is coming over in an hour and a half. I have a hard time saying no to him, obviously. I can't decide if I want him because I'm attracted to him and see a future *maybe* or if I'm just too frickin horny that I'll take what he puts out there because it's better than nothing. For now, I'm going to play it by ear and just see how things go. Updates about tonight soon, I promise.